Saturday, January 14, 2006

hiyee thr!

its been quite long since i last blog..hmm..gettin lazier bahh..=))..hmmm..has been busy wif work...every dae is abt spendin my time there lors...life is still the same..i had yet to find mua happiness..

for the sake of *boii*..i fergotten elmo kor le...nt reali completely..cos i still tends to miss him at time..especially when mi n *boii* nvr sms or chat bahh..i jus felt neglected..dunno y...i still seems so lost..haiis..i can't feel the love at times... i oli get to c *boii* sometimes for less then 5 hr in a wk..he's busy wif his stuff n we seldom get to mit bahh..

i oso dunno wad stage we r in now..i'm reali in a mess..can some 1 tell mi wad to do..haiis...some time..thinkin abt dis reali make mi fed up n feel like cryiin..

my bestiie kariie has found her lurfe 1 ler...she's always the xin fu 1..i dunno y...she's always luckiier than mi in relationship side..awww...terrible..=(...i'm tired of been sick...can i jus wiish tt there's some 1 to dotes on mi n care fer miie?..i reali can't feel much nw...i'm numb..sickeniin shit..

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ALL ABOUT 13th jan'o6

hmm..2dae wake up ard 12 + la...veh tired..yst work closiin...sianx lei..dis few dae keep work closin..den went to orchard n mit lydia at 4 to go walk walk..den leon cor mi b4 tt ask mi 1 go fer lunch mar..cos he sian la...so ask him join us lors...den walk walk at far east n took piic wif lydia...den went to help leon find some stuff n off to work at 7...2dae quite busy lar....cos not rainin wart..den oso nvr chat much wif tt *boii*...seems like drifting further apart..or mayb ish tt i think too much..dun think he will c diis..cos he dun even noe i hab gort a blog exist..=)...if he sees..i hope he will nt think too much abt wad i sae above lar...i reali veh mess up...nth much i cud sae..tml workin closin again..siians...goin to slp le..bb...tagg miie..=D

1/14/2006 05:07:00 AM